
I found Baba Yaga
standing barefoot
where the cedar forest
kissed the sea.
The morning smelled
of wet moss,
woodsmoke,
salt,
and blackberries
warmed by the first shy sun.
She was stirring
a great iron kettle.
Not soup.
Not spells.
Love.
It simmered
like rose hips,
pine needles,
orange peel,
old grief,
and honey stolen
from a hollow oak.
The scent alone
could make a widow
remember how to laugh.
“Come closer,” she said.
“You’ve been carrying
the wrong recipe.”
I bent over the pot.
It tasted of tears
that had forgotten
they were ever sorrow.
It tasted of forgiveness.
Of lips that tell the truth.
Of hands
that know the difference
between holding
and gripping.
“I thought love
meant staying.”
She dropped
a cinnamon stick
into the brew.
“No.”
“I thought it meant
choosing one person
over every other path.”
She added
a sprig of rosemary.
“No.”
“I thought it meant
making myself
small enough
to fit
inside another person’s life.”
She looked at me then,
those ancient eyes
holding every daughter
who had ever mistaken
sacrifice
for intimacy.
“Oh, little crow.”
The kettle sighed.
Steam rose
like ghosts
finally finding
their way home.
“That was never love.
That was fear
wearing a wedding ring.”
The wind
moved through
the fir branches,
not as a warning—
but as applause.
Somewhere,
a raven laughed.
A river
argued happily
with the stones.
The whole forest
seemed relieved
that someone
had finally said it aloud.
“I loved
the way I was taught.”
“I know.”
“I measured devotion
by how much
of myself
I could surrender.”
“I know.”
“I thought longing
was proof.
Waiting
was virtue.
Enduring
was romance.”
The old witch
lifted the kettle
from the fire.
“Then no wonder
your heart grew hungry.”
She poured the tea.
It was amber
like autumn sunlight
caught in glass.
It smelled
of cardamom,
smoke,
wild mint,
and the first rain
after months
of drought.
I wrapped
both hands
around the warm cup.
Its heat
reached places
inside me
that had forgotten
they were alive.
“What if love
looks different now?”
She smiled,
and every wrinkle
became another
forest path.
“It should.”
“The girl
who survived
cannot choose
the same love
as the woman
who finally became free.”
I listened.
Even the silence
had birdsong in it.
“Some loves
sleep beneath
the same roof.
Some loves
cross oceans.
Some write letters.
Some make soup.
Some grow gardens.
Some arrive
only now and then,
bringing music
you’ve never heard,
stories
they’ve never told,
laughter
that lingers
like cedar smoke
in your favorite sweater,
a kiss
that stays
long after
the lips are gone.”
She reached
into the fire
and pulled out
a glowing ember.
She placed it
in my palm.
It did not burn.
It purred.
“Love
is not measured
by how tightly
someone closes
their hand around you.
It is measured
by how brightly
you both burn
without asking
the other
to become ash.”
The sea
threw diamonds
onto the shore.
The wind
filled its lungs.
The gulls
argued overhead.
The whole world
seemed wonderfully,
unashamedly
alive.
“But what
if there are limits?”
“There are always limits.”
“But what
if life
is complicated?”
“It always is.”
“But what
if forever
is uncertain?”
She laughed so hard
the mushrooms
shivered.
“Child…
Forever
has fooled
more lovers
than death ever has.”
She tucked
a strand of silver hair
behind my ear.
“Do not worship
the shape
of a love.
Taste it.
Does it nourish you?
Listen.
Does it quiet
the part of you
that believes
you must earn
your place?
Breathe.
Can your ribs
still expand?
Can your laughter
still surprise you?
Can your soul
wander barefoot
through the world
without asking permission?”
I closed my eyes.
For the first time,
love
did not feel
like a locked door.
It felt
like warm bread
broken between friends.
Like rain
on thirsty earth.
Like music
shared without being asked again.
Like two fires
burning side by side,
close enough
to share their warmth,
far enough
that neither one
stole the other’s sky.
When I opened my eyes,
Baba Yaga
had disappeared.
Only the kettle remained,
still warm,
still fragrant,
still singing softly
to anyone willing
to learn
that the deepest love
has never been
about possession.
It has always been
about blessing
the wildness
in one another—
and walking away
with your own heart
not emptier,
but larger
than when you arrived.

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